IT'S BEEN FOREVER....

So, let's see what has happened since my last post...A lot actually! I had a semi stress breakdown, thanks to good friends and family, oh don't let me forget good medicine I crossed that hurdle unscathed. I finally opened my store, Kurvy Girl Konsignment a long time dream coming true. I've been open 3 weeks now, I haven't made what I'd like to have made, however I am praying and trusting God for a successful turn out, and I know as long as I have faith in him, everything is possible. Starting back on the track to a healthier me...I am just 10 pounds from the heaviest I've ever been and its not a good feeling...I'm doing it at mine own pace, but getting help from those around me.. I have to know that things will be ok...and my mind set right now is, GOTTA KEEP IT MOVING...

My Cleansing...

Today emotionally and mentally was not a good day...The point of this Blog if no one else ever reads it, was for me to share my joys and struggles openly and honestly...Today is one of those days where I honestly need to be transparent... I had to go to the doctor today,because I honestly felt like emotionally I was loosing it... Finances aren't what I need them to be...Children have me stressed..the Human child as well as the K9 child... I honestly felt like I wanted to get in my car and just keep going...I haven't felt this way in a long long time, and honestly it scared me... I am the type where I need control in my life...and when I don't have it, I cannot handle it..and honestly it scares me shitless... I've always felt tears are reserved for the weak...But after today,I realize being able to cry and cleanse is truly for the strong at heart...

What do the lonely do...

They plan out their lives....It finally hit me today to stop living in fear of the things I know that God has in store for me...Fear and Doubt has clouded my view for quite some time...but no more...

www.curveappealmovement.com

So, as I mentioned briefly I am a part of a Wonderful Organization--Curve Appeal...

I love CA because it affords me the opportunity to be me, beautiful and CURVY...

we are having our Face Camp this weekend... 

There will be countless luscious thick girls taking over the ATL----Got to love it...

as my Psis/Sis Jewell says...

THERE IS ALWAYS A PLUS SIDE....

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The Last few days I have had no desire to do anything...I've literally been in a daze...and I don't know why. My mind is in a thousand places. I am in the process of starting a Consignment shop for Plus Size women(Kurvy Girl Konsignments) which  I know that I am upset over how slow things are moving along due to some financial setbacks, however, this is my DREAM and God has shown me signs that this is my year, so I am being still and trusting him. Love life...We will save that for another day. Fashion--So, I have an event coming up this weekend, Curve Appeal Face Camp(www.pinkcitysisterhood.com)and I have no clothes in the closet that I want to be photographed in that jump out at me, but I've got a very limited budget to devise outfits that will be worthy of all this fabulous essence that is me... Whatever this slump is, I am going to pray on it tonight and wake up refreshed tomorrow so that I can make it happen. I will say that I am excited, my Sis who is an amazing photographer http://www.facebook.com/ararejewelphotography will be taking photos of the Clothing I have for Kurvy Girl Konsignments, I am so loving the name and vision of where it is headed, just have to make sure all of my financial ducks are in a row, so maybe when we do that Wednesday I will feel so much better. Time will tell and we shall see...

My random thought...

I believe in living my life the way I see fit(let me elaborate)...most times I step outside of the lines, however I have no problem with gentle direction stepping back in between the lines drawn...I sometimes talk to loudly, but if you let me know, I'll try to quiet down..(really I will, but often times due to my hearing problem, I don't realized i'm loud at all...lol)...I believe in sometimes carving my own paths...yeah there come times when I can't move any further and I may have to turn around, but I learned something along the journey..Trust me, I did!! There are days when I can be an ANGRY Biiiitch...and other days when I literally am dripping with Sugar(those days aren't often)But, the one thing I've learned in my 34 years is that no matter what, as long as I stay true to myself and remember all of the things my Sweet granny imparted to me before she went home to rest...THEN I KNOW, EVERYTHING ABOUT ME AND ALL THAT I DO IS OK...And for that I have no trouble living as I SEE FIT...

Rachel Pally...You Touched my Spirit....

So, I recently had the pleasure of coming across the Rachel Pally WL Spring Collection...WL or White Label is her line of plus size fashions....There are many pieces that truly spoke to my little Fashion Heart...The above dress...Made me just want to sway to the song that only I can hear... The Jumper...Bless her little designer heart...This Jumper just screams my name...I am sure I will have sweet dreams about it... Full Figured Fashion Done Right...